Allthelilpeppypeople

uhhhh

2006-09-02T23:14:00.000-04:00

So...I guess we're not posting here anymore? ...ok

The Great Pot Luck

2004-11-20T22:16:00.000-05:00

Thanksgiving's almost here!!! YAY! Really nothing to post, should be doing papers but I'm not, so we'll pretend they're not there. So excited about going home, and being home, and eating real food. They don't tell you that the real freshmen fifteen come from stocking up on real food to save yourself from the return to the dining hall.
Love you guys!

The infection

2004-10-29T14:33:00.000-04:00

Life is gangrene. It is a severe case of gangrene. At first, you notice your toe hurt a bit. a couple of weeks later it hurts more, then you go to the doctor and he cuts your toe off. A couple of weeks later your leg hurts, you decide to ignore for the time being and continue with your life. A couple of weeks later the doctor has to take your leg off. Soon the pain hits quicker and harder and you find yourself on your last breath or it'll spread slowly making sure that you suffer for as long as possible.
That's what life is like. At first the things that trouble you aren't that serious and if you ignore them for long enough the pain seems to disappear. The catch being that it comes back to take your whole leg (not literally). Soon new pains arise and it causes you to hurt all the time from some unknown infection which you thought that you had defeated a long time ago. Soon it hurts so much that you want to die, but you know that it wouldn't be right, so you keep living only to die on the inside. Yea, that's what life's like.
*edit: this has nothing to do with my life, it's just my outlook on life in general.

Squeezemes and Computer nonsense

2004-10-25T20:57:00.000-04:00

Hello bastards, been a while. School takes up way too much of my life and time, both of which are more busy that you may think at times, mostly with my own things and, of course, computer time.

I've been getting more and more into the cartoons on Adult Swim, and all those around me must suffer my frequent and annoying references to the great programming. Also, I've recently gotten Linux (Fedora Core 2) and I've got no idea how that works, so I dled a manual and put it all off for later. Dollface's compy finally bit the dust, so I helped her find herself a new motherboard and case, and put all her stuff in there. Soon I'll finish building it after gettin' some more RAM.

This's gotten me buildin' my own comp, wich came out to a curious price of $666. I am sad. It got down to a lil over 500 with some tinkering w/ getting cheaper things. I get drunk every Friday pretty much and its become a tradition with Owens and the mongol. How's stuff out there for the rest of you with the intoxicating?

Welp, guess I gotta go b/c I've got an assload of crap to do for my classes tomorrow and my midterms are a-comin' up. Fuck the institutions, everybody.

I'm the Zenman, let's go postal.

"...And the father Nicanor attempted to impress the soldiers with the miracle of levitation, and one of the soldiers smashed his skull with the butt of his rifle." -- from One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel García Márquez

In the great green room . . .

2004-10-10T13:25:00.000-04:00

. . . there was a telephone and a red balloon and a picture of the cow jumping over the moon.

Boston, home of the coolest way to cut bagels around! It's a buzzsaw! They cut bagels with a buzzsaw . . . somehow combining tasty breakfast food and slasher movies in far too deep a way to contemplate so early. They also have super cinnamon raisin, which is really just the code name for 'lots of sugar' therefore making it irresistible.

It's bewolkt here - I think that means overcast in German, though who knows. Vibha has a friend up from HSES! . . .It's Tevren's friend Naisa, actually, but hey, it's HSES. Finally someone who at least didn't go to school in Queens.

I miss you guys tons, and will see you come Thanksgiving. You all better keep posting! I demand life updates!

All your base are belong to us . . .would you believe some wacko on the internet made a music video to that?

Hugs! (Specially designed long distance ones just for you, Zenman. ^_~)

insert clever title here

2004-10-09T22:08:00.000-04:00

It's Columbus day coming up!! Couldn't say anything good about the man except the fact that we get a day off from school, so yay! I plan on relaxing and more relaxing and maybe some mandatory reading too, but eh. Everyone better be enjoying their day off, better!

Quick post regarding handicap stalls in bathrooms

2004-10-07T16:23:00.000-04:00

They're fucking big! They're as big as single person dorm rooms.

60|) pwn5 j00

2004-09-26T22:14:00.000-04:00

I took some time off my ethics essay on the 10 commandments to do a little research on the document itself. During my research I found a very interesting site: Society for the Practical Estabishment and Perpetuation of the Then Commandments (link). I can't say anything against them... Well maybe I can, but it would be very ignorant of me. They say some pretty controversial things:

The best way to understand the nature of atheism is to understand its author. satan is its author.

These people are very much into the whole "60|) pwn5 34r7|-|" theory. At first I thought that they were pretty ignorant people, but after careful examination I found that they think their arguements out very well considering that they are pretty narrowminded. ie:

When a people undertake such a task, they manifest their utter blindness, stiffneckness, foolishness and self-righteousness in thinking they are accountable only unto themselves and in thinking they have in themselves the power, the true righteousness and the true wisdom to make laws for their true good or for the good of their society. They express the height of dishonor towards the Kingship and wisdom of the most high God, and of His ancient, perfect, righteous and everbinding Laws which should rightly govern all of mankind.

I meant to point out the first part of the arguement not the whole 60|) pwn5 j00 part. By the way the agrument they present is valid but not sound (hehe intro to ethics paying off). Speaking of which I should be getting back to that. Enjoy, talk to you all soon (IM me damnit).

I hate weathermen and canadians... canadian weathermen

2004-09-18T22:21:00.000-04:00

The first time I heard talk against weathermen was during a stand up comedy routine by Lewis Black, you've all probably heard it. He says something around the lines that weathermen say some pretty stupid shit, like the temp. is somewhere between 50 degrees and 80 degrees... well i have evidence. That's the temp for my zip for this week... I really don't know what to dress like if the low is a freezing 50 (the temp right now) or a high of 80... I'm screwed. I'm better off wearing no clothes, I should just wrap myself with a polar bear. This weather sucks, hope you guys are having better weather. By the way b-dog, there were a bunch of canadians here tonight. They were from some rugby team, I only brought this up because they were all girls... who were really loud and drunk. I hated them. Peace homies

Sanity is an Unraveling Thread

2004-09-15T10:22:00.000-04:00

I know, I know, it's an invisible one as well. ^_^ I miss all of you guys tons - can't believe tevren is actually posting here again. ^_^ How's UMass, you nut? And how are the rest of you? Busy? I'm freaking out about having to write papers and not get to redo them, but other than that things are okay. German is confusing me, but since when is that new? It seems like I've been here such a long time and yet it's been less than two weeks. . . how depressing. People are nice, and the UNI kids started some intramural soccer team but they're doing above average now so I'm not sure how I'm supposed to join. Ah, well. We might finally be getting paper towels to dry our hands off in the communal bathrooms .. woohoo.
I miss you guys. ^_^

A DVD before your time.

2004-09-12T23:53:00.000-04:00

I remember back to the old days when I used to chill with Lucy and Ricky, and the A-Team on the weekends. Then it all came to an end with Mr.T failure in Rocky (insert number here). That was a long time ago, and now they have the A-Team Season One DVD (link). I've decided that it will be the next DVD that I shall buy, by any means.
Not everyone knows about the A-Team, infact let me quote a convo that I had with the asian blonde (not blaine):

asian blonde: maybe the math team is on now!
tevren2k3: i didnt feel like partyin yesterday, i wanted to do it today
tevren2k3: math teaM? is that like a retarted A TeaM?
asian blonde: whats the A team?
tevren2k3: ... man i feel like such an old man
asian blonde: why
tevren2k3: either that or someone addicted to nick at nite
asian blonde: ur 1987!
asian blonde: u baby
tevren2k3: its an old show
tevren2k3: ur a baby
tevren2k3: u dont even know what the a team is
asian blonde: i dont need to know
tevren2k3:
http://www.walmart.com/catalog/product.gsp?product_id=2625338&sourceid=1500000000000000624030
tevren2k3: its the A team with Mr. T
tevren2k3: lol
asian blonde: the A team looks mad gay
tevren2k3: u look madd gay

mmm...organized crime

2004-09-10T22:58:00.000-04:00

Aw man, I found out stuff about the coworkers that I did NOT want to know, but since I do, I might as well share and allow your ears to burn too. It's some serious kinky stuff, involving sex, hotel rooms, mirrors on ceilings, and wax. I was surprised. But it was really funny when one of the girls was talking about her younger sister and how she said that the sister would not be that bad and would tell her everything. I think I started laughing right about that point. School is ok...I love my english teacher; she's so cool. She was like, "I would rather choose sarcastic people over those who are sincere. I always think the sincere people have an ulterior motive and you can never be too sure around them." Ah, it's wonderful.

I have some bad news and some worse news

2004-09-08T01:24:00.000-04:00

Well it was going to be all good news... This is how the story goes, I was looking at the Toranto Star (link) and I saw this headline: Kerry would close U.S. border to Canadian trash and I thought "w00t no more Bryan Adams or Alex Trebek." On closer inspection I found that he actually meant trash. That was the bad news. The worse news is that I think that I need glasses now because I can't read anything more than six feet away.

Like being ass fucked by Grizzly Bears

2004-09-07T23:39:00.000-04:00

I'm finally in umass, it's all kool. The food kind of sucks, and the people are pretty kool. Today was the Registration Day and it was fucked up in way too many ways. Firstly every student needs to take a college writing course sometime in their career, and the test was on the poster for today. I went to this "advisor" and she said that I had to have taken the test yesterday to register for the class this sememster. I thought that I had read the sign wrong, so I went back to check... I wasn't wrong, the test was today. Why the fuck was the test that I needed yesterday to register for a class today being given today?. Oh but that's not the end of this long douche. The "advisors" setup about 75% of the freshman sched. I along with my roomate was not among that 75%. Infact anyone who missed the earlier orientations was in the 25% of those who didn't have any schedule. So I was meeting with this old bitach aka my temp advisor and the SPIRE system which is used to look at, and register for classes, broke down. So the 25% of us are now screwed because the system is still down and they haven't posted any information about how we'll go about tomorrow, the first day of classes. I guess now I'm not a student of Umass since I'm not taking any classes. You can check out more of my complaints here. So how are things with you guys? Alexis have you met your roomate now? Is she hot? Can you bring her to NY or UMASS? My mom was also wondering if you wanted anything.

Boston, BU, and Beyond

2004-09-05T11:19:00.000-04:00

Well, the soon to be departed has indeed passed from this life (that being the New York one) to a new and strange place, with lots of odd people. I'm here at BU and going to do some UNI thing soon and have yet to meet my roommate. I have a really funny desk lamp though - it's the kind that always look like they're about to become intelligent lifeforms and start interacting with you. I miss all of you guys already - you better stay in touch, or I'll kill you! All my love, write more later ^_^

delicious

2004-09-01T18:26:00.000-04:00

School has started, but that has soon become old news in this fast paced society. Major hangouts before the soon to be departed departs. Wow, I made that sound like death. It really wasn't suppose to be that way...or wasn't it?? Now that I have sufficiently confused you, or me, it is time to move on. To where, you ask? Absolutely no idea. This shall be an entry of much rambling composed of pointless words and ideas. Hell, I don't even think there are ideas here. And this is where I bid you adieu.

Opening Windows

2004-08-30T22:54:00.000-04:00

It works! It works! Yay, Zenman rocks!!! This is sooooo much better than pizza! I finally have a computer that does something besides function as a place to put cups!! And, my mother being the incredibly cool research-being that she is, somehow worked her little magic and just came up with a number! Yay! I'm on the internet! I'm on Windows XP! I'm queen of the universe! (Don't burst my bubble, I'm on a roll here.) Now if only I could figure out how to download AIM . . . It would also be nice if my computer would recognize a CD drive, which it doesn't, but I suppose we can only ask for so much. Ha! And I have AIM! I'm so cool! ^_^

In other news, everyone and their grandmother (there were a lot of old people getting bills at the Oasis) goes to Hunter. Very scary . . . no Amazons though, disappointingly. Fun day with the lovebirds ^_~, seeing everyone tomorrow. I'm beginning to feel like *I* go to Hunter. I almost want to - terrible, aren't I? Also really don't want to get my student ID now. Terrified that it will look like the last mugshot. . . umm, I mean *cowers* It's been hot and muggy and creepily empty because of the RNC, and other than that I really have nothing to say.
Peach snapple reminds me of licking peach fuzz, but in a cold almost tasty way. And with that thought, I leave you - confused, hopefully.

Drink me

2004-08-28T22:59:00.000-04:00

Just found out about a day or two one of the greatest comedians, that I've seen in movies since I was a lil kid, Cantinflas, was in "Around the World in 80 Days" (Movie, 1956) and was one of the greatest actors there. He of course played Passepartout, bein' foreign n' all.

Well, besides that, today was damn hot. Really hot. The hangout yesterday was kick ass, first day at college wasn't really. Linguistics = fucking awesome. Watch me hate it later.

Ok now this is the big thing, holy fucking shit is this awesome. I, of course, saw it on Zeropaid.com but it is so crap-my-pants fantastic if your a tech geek. You see, a group called Blu-ray Disk Founders have created a "format for a new generation of discs that can store five times the data of DVDs at the same cost -- enough to put a full season of "The Sopranos" on one disc." A bunch of companies have already approved it as such and are buying for commercial use, the license for production. Blu-ray DF's gonna release the 1.0 version of their BD-ROM for those companies to use. A fuckin' 25 Gb capacity, single-layered disk for the same price is enough for anyone to get moist over. It meants that, while before you could get an entire season of a series for like 100 bucks (when several disks) you could now get like the whole series for around that price since each SEASON would be on one lil disk. I am touching myself. Article here (on the disk, not the touching).

I'm the Zenman, and you thought I was kidding ha ha funny.

Oh right, protest tomorrow, go anyone who dislikes Bush or the republicans taking over this city for their own evil purposes.

"I believe we are on an irreversible trend toward more freedom and democracy, but that could change." GWB 5/22/98

"People that are really very weird can get into sensitive positions and have a tremendous impact on history." ...Governor George W. Bush, Jr.

"We have a firm commitment to NATO, we are a part of NATO. We have a firm commitment
to Europe. We are a part of Europe." ...Governor George W. Bush, Jr.

magically goodness

2004-08-27T20:12:00.000-04:00

First day of school today. Hmm...it was....interesting. The math professor spoke like Elmer Fudd with the Ws in front of words, and when I realized I started snickering...to myself...still bad though. The people were just really slow, but I figured if anything, it'll keep my grades up, because if I DO fail that class, I just don't deserve to live. For the english class that I had, the teacher didn't even bother to show up. She was "sick," really, who believed that. It was a friday, the first day of classes, she was "sick." Riiiiiiiight.

Hung out and crap, central park! Ah, is there any other location?? I can't wait for cracker barrel, or to make it easier on the zen-man to remember, the crack bar. Best place ever!!

Selfless Promotion

2004-08-26T23:17:00.000-04:00

Go get music from TV on the Radio it'll come you down from life's crappy-assing-sucking-ness. If you don't try their tunes I won't hold it against you, but I will send ninja rabbits to slice you... By slice you I mean bite you and give you rabies. They have some awesome songs like: staring at the sun, young liars, satellite. Everything is winding down and people are headed their own ways... have fun people I'll see you during Thanksgiving, and probably before if I get kicked out of school early.

DO IT! DO IT NOW!

2004-08-23T22:47:00.000-04:00

Holy frickin' crap, I am so back. Though that's old news since I came back on last Thurs. And fuck it all, school starts this friday! what moron decided THAT should happen?! So enough about that.

We're hangin' tomorrow, and I'm bringing liquor fresh from colombia if anyone wants, damn good - so much so, its called firewater for its 29% alc/vol. Niceness.

Yeah on the whole flight over here, some old lady sat next to me, and for every second I was awake, she spent the whole time evangelizing me. I just nodded along politely and now all I remember was something about "god", "path", and "illumbrating." yeah Illumbrating.

Well I've got you all stuff, so when we see eachother, you're gonna get it. Dollface and Hyperspaz got their's already, but you other three....get stuff tomorrow, or die or some shit.

Now to go back to try and get back in touch with the world I've been out of touch with for so long! OH, BTW, you guys are invited to go to Colombia and stay at my house in Bogotá. Just have like $300-400 for a plane ticket and $133-233 for spending (the extra 30 for the international tax on ur way back, and 3 if you need a cart for ur luggage once ur back here). Just let me know, I've got 4 rooms there, and the more $ you bring, better, b/c you might end up spending all ur money despite everything is morbidly cheap.

I'm the Zenman, and this ain't no fuckin' charity.

"...and make sure that when you kill some one, to eat their heart! To gain their courage...their rich, TASTY courage!"

Back again

2004-08-20T23:55:00.000-04:00

Man it's been a while since I wrote anything here. How's it going guys? When are we all meeting up? Did you know that fat people tend to eat a lot and be depressed?... kinda snuck that last one in... Guess you noticed it. Drats! Anyways life sucks and so does a lolipop. Mornings suck the balls of Satan. I woke up at 6 AM this morning and went to Port Authority to see off Kwai... not that I got any recognition for it. To kinda get rid of my utter disappointment/lose of pride I looked for a bar/pub that would be open. Alright I know that bars don't open till noon, but it was still worth a try... actually it wasn't. (ghetto)MADD PROPS FOR (H)UAN FOR HOOKING ME UP WITH SOME REMY(/ghetto)

special moment

2004-08-11T22:34:00.000-04:00

amazing...today was the day i felt a connection with my lil 11 yr old girls....
well, i left my class to help supervise a lab with the high school kids...this was probably an hr...and when i come back...my girls run up to me - here i think theyre missing me lol - and to my surprise i hear, "SHE GOT HER FIRST PERIOD!!! DO U HAVE A PAD!!" oooo man...was IIII humoured lol so i RAN around the place..asking several teachers for help...and sadly had to ask a male teacher for permission to ask his high school girls for one lol sigh sigh..
so work was fun actually....my kids are liking me, altho it didnt start that way. i actually had a FUCKING PANIC attack cuz i thought i lost a lesson plan while copying a bunch...and while one of my bosses was pretty much showing a bit of..OMG HOW COULD U DO THAT...naturally i felt like i was gonna die...luckily..i was stupid enuff to have mixed it with other copies of papers....THANKFULLY.
i think i've also realized i may want to try molecular biology lol...i've been following my friend up to the genetics lab like almost everyday...i've met his mentor....and i even put gloves and helped prepare crap for dna...ITS SOOO FUN....lol so now i'm confused.....psychology or genetics???? ahhhhh

Civil disobedience

2004-08-09T20:35:00.000-04:00

I have officially become a civil servant. First day of work is completed and I am already considering quitting. I don't think it's a good thing, but it could just be something akin to stage fright where I feel like there's so much pressure. But I could handle it right now, so it's not that bad. The people are nice, for the most part. Very ghetto. Everyone is really protective of their cash registers...understandable cuz they don't wanna be over or under, but I didn't think it'd be so...roar! Funny customer story. So there was this lady who took forever ordering. It was, "well, I think I'll have.....umm.....maybe......umm...." So on so forth. When she FINALLY ordered, the guy that was helping was telling me what to do and explaining what she ordered. As he was doing that, the lady was like, "I'm just gonna go over here! This is taking forever, I'm on a busy schedule!" This coming from the lady who took like 5 minutes to order while standing in front of the register. Hypercritical much??? So yes...civil servant. I shall now go and kill myself. Thank you, please come again.

not so scary

2004-08-06T21:31:00.000-04:00

well..in reference to the brownie points: nice job spaz!! lol and legos and screws? just gotta find out more about that lol
went to the ny comedy club yesterday...quiet annoyed with the tourists who were irish, canadian, scottish, CALIFORNIAN, AND IDAHOIAN...and of course the unfortunate group of loud latinos lol comedians were funny as hell...place was TINY AS HELL lol but i'd go back again i guess..but not without my friend..considering its her boy's place and i've met some of his friends and well I KNO HIM i'd just feel too wierd without her there lol
but..today i went on a test run of what my future job will be like, meaning, working with annoying teens and preteens lol my poor friend's kids are the worst, but i felt like i had sooo much power lol i was so aware of how i was older than them (even tho i may only be just 2 years their senior) and i think i had extra power towards the guys...they just couldnt yell at me lol but...i could yell at them lol so these are just 15 yr olds....i'm definitely gonna feel more power around the 11/12 year olds!! a lil excited, a lil anxious. after my lil test run...went with my friend to see his mentor...he was in genetics..so he works in the lab...saw him do dna stuff...SAW DNA THRU UV LIGHT!! crazy...it glows blue, purple...and if there is DNA theres a bunch of white stuff? lol well it was cool and i think i'm gonna be going there often....as for my mentor...who knooooows lol

extra brownie points

2004-08-05T23:08:00.000-04:00

I am officially employable! Yay. I have a job, finally, at Au Bon Pain. It was weird, I went to their open house, had an interview, took some assessment test (involved legos and screws), had another interview, and was hired! It was easier than I thought it would be. Although they made it sound like the job was full of sweeping and cleaning...hmm...what have I gotten myself into?

a change will do you good

2004-08-02T19:08:00.000-04:00

i've got bangs! and layers and my hair is freakishly short lol well for me at least. cut it yesterday...mom did it..but i'm still getting used to the idea. its amazing how anime-ish i can look...which is kinda wierd. probably if i stroked some hair glue into my hair it'd get all crazy looking. now i look even more so like an asian person..which is nice...so it really was my long hair that sorta made me look mexicanish....and my big flat nose lol wonder how i'll feel about my new hair in a couple of days...it was so spontaneous..but i was really thinking of doing it for some time..my hair was just too long.
BOREDOM has pretty much captured me...and fear for my upcoming work....6th graders...*shiver*

so all asians look the same!! yes....

2004-07-29T23:10:00.000-04:00

got my hunter id...pic is terrible lol went with spaz and were completely harrassed by this wierd japanese 24 yr old....fucker was like GLARING AT MY BREASTS. sigh and i couldnt help but laugh at his stupidity.

later on i saw my friend...met her boyfriend....COMPLETELY UNCOMFORTABLE lol but he seems nice. but...he's half spanish i think....but....ACTS COMPLETELY WHITE...i guess he and my friend may be a good match lol

so talk of a bbq at the end of aug....grilling..YUM

Another day, another dollar

2004-07-20T23:21:00.000-04:00

So the Zen-man has left for his vacation, leaving dollface and I offically bored. But As she will have a job soon, it will work out for her. Not that I'm loathing in self-pity or anything....noo.... On to other things more pleasent, we went to visit hunter today and ran around in circles trying to find out any type of information possible. Then somehow lost all sense of direction and was not able to tell east from west, north from south, up and down, by the end of the day. Quite interesting when we started floating. Ended up at Central Park where we were devoured by flies and spoke words of love and peace to each other. Yes the flies were talking to each other, such soulful creatures. Can you people tell I'm kind of sleepy? I sure hope so. Anyhoo, it's hot so where ever you people are and should you actually decide to read, I bid you good journey/ies. Whichever, have fun.

blinding lights

2004-07-17T08:00:00.000-04:00

so i have managed to wake up today at 8 in the morning!! omg. and
how and why i woke up is the saddest thing yet. my family...they
are just too family oriented. today is saturday and apparently
its food shopping day. they wanted me toget up at 7:30 and go
with them shopping at pathmark and then after shopping we'd like EAT at
dunkin donuts....and then when i didnt wanna wake up, my ma just got
all pissy/sadish and left me alone..BUT FROM ALL THAT TRYING TO WAKE ME
UP BIT..it worked lol so now i'm awake. I actually did wake
up earlier and i COUUULDVE gone..but no..cuz pathmark is in queens and
a good 45 minutes walk..soo..noo..no thanks. yea and this
morning's light..craaaaaaazy...i guess i'm readying myself for
work....bah..working with 6th graders!!

Summer and Smoothies

2004-07-09T12:59:00.000-04:00

Well, my flight leaves at some insanely early hour tomorrow morning, and my mom's been living on the internet recently, so it's doubtful I'll get to talk to any of you again before I take off.

I'm going to miss you all terribly, and will hopefully be in touch as often as email allows - or whenever I get sick of Sedgie and pass the time by writing you postcards.

Oh, completely random point. Mr. Fried was all proud of this quote in his classroom that said, "Never doubt that a small group of committed individuals can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has." (Margaret Mead) And then, this week's Onion, in one of the horoscopes, said, "Never doubt that a small group of committed individuals can change the world with a vial of smallpox virus and a few kilograms of plutonium."

On that note, I leave you for London.

Bye, guys.

Bewitched, Bothered, and Bewildered

2004-07-04T20:02:00.000-04:00

It's the forth and fireworks will be a-blazing. It was funny today. My dad decided to go to Coney Island, so we went...and saw the Hot Dog eating contest! It was annoying, but oddly fascinating when the event actually started. Way too crowded, way too many people, way too hot, but enjoyable nonetheless. Weird! What's even more peculiar are the fighter jets flying by my neighborhood...boy do they cause a ruckus.

I hope everyone enjoys whatever they do today...be it with family or nothing at all. But the sky will be on fire, and that's something to look forward to...even if they get boring oh so fast.

Schedules and Preppie Hats

2004-07-02T22:45:00.000-04:00

Well, BU Orientation is over. I officially have a class schedule!! It's weird - I feel like I should be a college student now, or grown up, or something. But the nice thing is that my first class is at nine (Introductory German . . .yes, the drugs I'm on *are* nice, since you asked. ^_^) and my last one ends at two thirty. So, not bad at all. I'm taking an English, a "conceptual" science class (Hyper, I got the English accent guy!), ummm . . .something on the American Revolution, and Intermediate Yoga. I was going to take Beginning Yoga, for fairly obvious reasons, but it was all full so I'm taking intermediate. How good are people in intermediate yoga? I'm kinda worried now. *frowns* Is this class at the point where I'm supposed to have found inner peace - or even a sense of balance, cause I haven't done that yet!

I leave for the UK in almost exactly a week - I'm entirely freaked out. And I'm going to miss all of you guys like crazy. No, more than crazy. Heck, orientation was too long away from you strange and fascinating people, how am I going to survive almost two months, and then school???

Oh, right, and about *school*. There were over six hundred kids at the orientation, right? I saw Eve, right? These people were too white and preppy for Eve. She called them "jappy," which they were, but without the jewish, really. All the girls wore the short summer skirts and tank tops with the long Jennifer Aniston hair and were all flirting with the guys - all of whom had on striped polo shirts, khaki shorts or pants, and backwards beat up baseball caps. I'm going to *school* with these freakishly normal upper middle class Americans! *screams* And they're all going to be accountants or lawyers and I swear the only good thing to come out of this had better be a white guy for Hyper . . .and anyone else who might want one. C'mon Zenman, I know you do. ^_~ I guess that panic attack is all for right now - oh, but right, I have a cell phone! It's for emergencies or something, and my aunt won't tell me the minute plan so I'm really afraid to use it except for after nine pm and before midnight, but still, it's weird. Probably only keep it this summer. Still weird. It's some GSM plan or something. All right, I'm rambling . .off to bed. G'night!

The blessing sticks like a sweaty t-shirt

2004-06-30T22:30:00.000-04:00

Yup, yesterday, or whenever that was, sure was nice. Cool t'have some hang outs even tho we're all outta school. Really hope we can still do that. Heard 'bout sumthin' like that hap'nin' Saturday, but I dun even know if I can make it. I'm also busy alluva sudden, and this fuckin' ill's kinda caught up with me.

I went to the doc's to see what the fuck's wrong with me. Turns out I've got a throat infection of some sort, and it's not viral so he gave me some antibio's. 5 day treatment of Zithromax® (gotta have that "®" there) and that shit has some pleasant side-effects - I would've rather stuck with the infection. Reason I felt so incredibly weak and nauseous is b/c the thing affected my digestive system first, must've been introduced there first some how, and probably interfered with my absorption of nutrients.

Heh, I saw that commercial again for those "Brush Ups" things. You know, the very bumpy things that people slip over their fingers and can brush their teeth anywhere! Sooo gonna get discontinued: those things look like french ticklers! You know some sick individual(s) is/are already out there up to no good with those.

Oh yeah, I got a cut card...for the last day of school. Appareantly I never went to get my diploma or my report card, both of which are actually right next to me, and, according to the cut card, my continued absence could put my school success in peril...

Well, I'm the Zenman, and...wow...that's some impressive stupidity...

"Did you say the F-word?" "No, that's not my kind of thing" "Did you curse at him" "Maybe" (Paraphrased)

sooo busy

2004-06-30T00:15:00.000-04:00

craziness...first i had NOTHING TO DO...now, i'm like busy this whole week. so many things happening. today WAS nice...i like our lil hang outs just staying and relaxing in one place. i got a call from the museum today about my job, but, guess what..i wasnt here to take the phone call. so now i have to apparently call back BUT i did and no one answers....bastards lol i dunno..hopefully i do get that job, cuz lets face it..I'M ALWAYS BROKE...and its sad.

i need to develop my prom pics already lol just cuz i wanna see if those even came out...i want pics and the ones i just got today i just hide cuz there are boys in them lol....silly parents...silly curfew..aye me.

well thats enough of my ranting....and these lovely dots are called ELIPSES! ^_^ lol laters

pink post-its

2004-06-29T22:28:00.000-04:00

Hung out all together to day...got pictures from Summer. They were niiice and full of joy. Stuff to remind us of our youth in 20 years, wondering where it had all gone, as it leaves us crying on the inside.

Yes, now that that's over with...it was fun today. There was an abundance of food and company. Maybe too much...hmm...possible? I've decided that I love those dots. Forgot what they are called though...they help a lot with the flow of thoughts.

Joke of the day, week, month...it's so great, it's last forever:

What do you get if you cross Peter Parker with a Potato?

Answer: Spuderman!!! HEHEHEHE, yes, I know I'm sad.

Pictures!

2004-06-28T21:31:00.000-04:00

I finally got my pictures developed! Some of them are really funny . . .and some of them are just really bad. Ah, the joys of grainy, instant film. Fortunately for me all the graduation ones came out looking really bad, or I would've had mementos of the principal talking about Brown v. the Board of Education (without which she wouldn't be here to not know that we exist).

Other than that, not much going on. BU isn't giving me enough money, and orientation is this week. I've got to pick classes, and take a language, and meet people. Creepy people. Then it's off on vacation and more pictures. ^_^

Much love!

ok...

2004-06-26T10:35:00.000-04:00

now i'm lost...i took dante's test..yet again to see if i would still end up in the 8th level of hell....and...i'm lost!! cuz now i'm in purgatory!!....so confused lol...well thats better.

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!

Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level | Score
Purgatory | High
Level 1 - Limbo | High
Level 2 | High
Level 3 | Very Low
Level 4 | Low
Level 5 | Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis | Very Low
Level 7 | Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge | High
Level 9 - Cocytus | Very Low

and i cant figure out why....i think i put in the same answers, except maybe this time i put in that i asked for forgiveness??? that one answer and my results COMPLETELY changed. well my ratings seems to be the same....baaaah

so we graduated....and i have nothing to do!! lol we all need to hang out

yes

2004-06-25T19:53:00.000-04:00

6th level of hell...it was ok. I am a heretic. Not as bad as the 8th level I'm afraid, I think dollface will have to spend it there alone. Too bad. I'm thinking it's all those non-god believing questions that got me. Shoot!

And yes...graduation indeed.

Listen to the thunder...see the lightning...smell the rain...and smile!

Pomp with a side of Circumstance

2004-06-24T20:32:00.000-04:00

We graduated.

We graduated.

Guys - WE GRADUATED!!!!!

No more high school. No more senioritis. No more HSES. It's crazy. My short career as a green garbage bag has ended. Stop eating your tassel, Zenman! I love you guys.

Weird.

Did I mention we graduated?

Took a personality test

2004-06-22T00:41:00.000-04:00

Und this came up! ok, bye.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

I'm the Zenman...so..tired...

"Insert quote here!"

Stigmata!

2004-06-21T21:34:00.000-04:00

And of course, by stigmata I mean stigmatism! Stupid thing is now in both eyes and I'm going to go blind and you guys are going to get your kicks walking me into lightposts! (Not that you don't already, or anything, but that's not the point!) Stupid vision. *pouts* I am *not* happy about this. *sighs* Okay, I guess that was my rant for the day.

Other than that, I've been momentarily freed from the weight of relatives, and am living the high life on vegetable lasagna and Zenman's strange IM's. But I'm not eating the latter - or am I? ^_^

*sticks out tongue* Not much to say, just doing my bit to try and keep this poor besotted creature we call *blog* alive.
Much love!

am so happy

2004-06-18T08:44:00.000-04:00

SWEATSHIRTS!!!!!!!!!!! Yay, they've finally come in, and is ready to be picked up! Am hoping to dear god they did not spell my name wrong. But it's a short last name, so what are the chances?? Thrilled! Finally a little souvenir that is mine, all mine, my precioussssss...yes...anyway.

It is 8:46 AM, and I am awake surfacing to see where the Queens mall is. Yes, i am that big of a dork. Were any of you surprised?

This is me signing out dreaming of my killer green and gray sweatshirt...yay...

Holy friggin crap!

2004-06-17T20:08:00.000-04:00

Holy friggin' crap. So much stuff's been hap'nin' recently. The days've been frickin' flyin' by (though I wouldn't've minded if the regents had flown by just a lil faster.) But the hrs after regents were awesome. We all hung out in the park n' shit. Nice to all of us hang out as friends, 'cause we don't enough, and we haven't really yet.

Oh and besides that.......HOLY CRAP, YAHOO just got so much fuckin' better. They've increased the limit for attachments from 1 mb, to TEN FRIGGIN' MB. As a long time Y! mail user, this is significan't. Furthermore, and the best shit yet...its not your regular 3mb mail limit...it isn't you 6mb, like they had...not ONLY does junk mail not count to that limit...but its also...a 100mb mail limit! Now that's just awesome.

Besides that, Imma save the sappyness for a post after we'll all haveta part ways, but seems half the circle's gonna know eachother better for a fine time longer.

Welp, until I find more stuff to write about...

This is the Zenman...ohhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm....uh...more bhuddist gibberish....

"So I took out this big-ass knife, right? But THEN, it turned out the giant lobster I was fighting, WASN'T a giant lobster! It was Elizabeth Taylor! And that big-ass knife I pulled out, wasn't a big knife I pulled out! It was a big-ass sardine I pulled out! Needless to say, I gave that bitch one helluva fish-smack! THWACK! Fish guts EVERYWHERE."

Speaking of .. .

2004-06-16T23:40:00.000-04:00

what I'm not sure exactly.

Pleasant day, ignoring the regents. Though that was occasionally *also* funny - yes, I'm weird, do you have a problem with that? ^_^

Loverly loverly time at Central Park, rolling around in the grass and throwing the frisbee badly. Quite fun, though depressing to watch all the other people who are better than we are.

Kind of sleepy . . .thinking of gondolas . . .or is it gondoliers I'm thinking of? Wouldn't you like to know?!

We're graduating . . .and I'm still not smart. ^_^

quite so...yes...

2004-06-15T20:26:00.000-04:00

Well peoples, it's the last day of school and we've received our yearbooks. Finally graduating! This is going to turn into another message like in the yearbooks. I am feeling happy! Extememly! There is only the US history regents and graduation left, but then we're all out. I really do hope we keep in contact, who else am I going to make fun of? I neeeeeeeeeeeeeed you!

waves of curls!

2004-06-05T11:55:00.000-04:00

prom is today!! ^_^ and everyones coming over my house...my hair is up in rollers and i wont be takin them out till 6 lol so everyone will see my hair in a mess. the weather looks horrible..a bit chilly....i hope it doesnt rain.

my dad bought roses!! they make my house smell nice. zen darling should be coming over soon...need to do his hair lol

Pinkalicious

2004-06-04T20:37:00.000-04:00

Prom is less than 24 hours away and am more excited than ever...well...until tomorrow morning that is. The girls did their nails today and turned out beautiful...damn bubbles...and yes, I will be obsessive about them. But still very nice nonetheless.

I was hoping that I would have an amusing anecdote today, but unfortunately, I don't. So, kind of disappointed by that...but ahh, just so excited!!

See you tomorrow, lads and lassies

Apple-juice and Oatmeal!

2004-05-30T15:45:00.000-04:00

Why is the new-post page beige? And is that how you spell beige? ^_^

Well, this morning we had only five kids . . . Jandro was the most hysterical. At first he was shooting at me, and then I said, "Oh no!" and he modified it to, "No! I'm shooting oatmeal at you!" What a healthy way to die? ^_^ Then he asked me what my name was, didn't wait for me to answer before pointing and saying, "You're name is Apple-juice!" To give him credit, he was *drinking* apple-juice at the time. It made me think of the movie star person who named her kid Apple, except that Jandro's two so he has an excuse. Other than that, nothing interesting.

Prom's this weekend! We get our invitations this week, and I'm crazy excited. ^_^ Getting our nails done, skipping school Friday, getting dressed up and all fancy. Yay! Much less excited about the softball playoffs - everyone should come and watch me do something remarkably stupid in centerfield, because I always do. Or watch me sleep in centerfield . . . I do that, too.

See you guys later
-Apple-juice ^_~

floors of rainbowed hues...

2004-05-24T22:53:00.000-04:00

so i went to visit lauren darling in the hospital today...poor darling...she was in intensive care..pretty much hooked up to all these cables and stuff and stuck eating horrible hospital food. she was better off in the pediatric's floor..i swear...once ur out of pediatrics, the adults section looks like a mental institute...they should really do something about a hospital's color scheme. i'm gonna go visit her again tomorrow.

school is almost over..prom is in 10 days!! o me o my....graduation....college...too much to handle.

Gone for almost two fortnights

2004-05-23T21:31:00.000-04:00

But I'm fucking back. Hello bastards. You all thought u got lucky, never havin' to see ME again...well go back to pullin' out your lashes, and recount your lucky stars, 'cause I'm frickin' back.

Risen from the dead, my computer's back on track, after like 3 weeks of shit it gave me, and 4 days of shit I gave it to fuckin' fix it. So far, its been 'round 3 comps fixed: Hyperspaz's first, then mine, and then Dollface's; the girls havin' had their comps upgraded to XP. Thanx to Conrad, and my help, Hyper's comp was restored to..better condition (it better be) after that assholian virus she posted about that thoroughly raped her comp. Mine was too thoroughly violated up the out-hole, and had to be checked into rehab, and Dollface was tired of her comp's crap and decided to give it a full facelift. I think Conrad needed to fix his up too, dunno how that went.

'Sides all this shit, I come back and the blog's all purty and fancy-lookin' and shit. In a few days (I hope) I will have finally gotten around to making the new face for the new home of this weblog, for all you bitches to enjoy. In the meanwhile, keep dreamin', I'll never be gone!

I'm the Zenman, and no school proxy's gonna see this shit.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck"

I've a song stuck in my head

2004-05-19T23:35:00.000-04:00

EVE 6: Here's to the Night
So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

This song has been stuck in my head all night. I've been coding the stupid game and humming this song since eight...

How you know that you're a geek

2004-05-19T19:16:00.000-04:00

You know that you're a geek when your super asks you for help with his computer. This isn't your family, friends or even distant a long lost relative. No, this is your super. That's what happened to me today, frankly I'm not even that close to my super. I'm pretty sure that he doesn't even know my name, but then how the hell did he know that I work with computers? His computer is running Windows ME and is laced with Spyware (this is the computer he doesn't use). Anyways he wanted me to help him install his cable modem which won't install properly. This entire thing was a catch-22. To install the cable modem, you have to defeat the mongol like hordes of spyware, but in the process the computer freezes over and then you have to restart the whole thing over. Deleting the registry/source of the spyware doesn't help cause the computer freezes during that process too. This whole thing was such a pain in the neck.
In other news school's almost over and then FREEDOM! Not going to prom? Then talk to Zhang or me or... Yu or me... haha I made a funny... maybe not

alritey then

2004-05-17T00:24:00.000-04:00

new blogger means new look. blogger is now offering Gmail so if i were you i'd sign up. too late in nite, checking changes

hur rumpth

2004-05-07T20:23:00.000-04:00

Well, word of advice to all those out there, people suck! Ok kiddies, story time of how this one here, ie me, screwed up majorly and is suffering from the consequences, but not really. Following me? So, some of you have heard this and some of you haven't, but I don't really care and feel like ranting anyway, so sit throught it, grab a cup of tea, and imagine me saying this in a really really LOUD voice.....so here it is...

So yesterday, I received an email from a Izho@hunter.cuny.edu, and I figured, "hey, it's from hunter, why would they be sending me crap, I should open this." Then, it led to a blank email, and a download. Naive me, thinking, "well, I did sign up for some session thing, and the heading was 'information', it's probably telling me something about it." So I downloaded it. And as I tried to open it, it failed, couldn't open, I was kicked offline, and could not get back on without it freezing. I mean, I just feel stupid. I should've figured it was bad just by looking at the email...imagine ghetto talk...I'z a hoe! Come on, I should've known!

But funny thing, it's just messing with my aol 9.0. I went into my windows explorer and was about to delete the 8.0, and decided, "eh, why don't I just try", and it worked. Yay!

Oh, AND my anti-virus doesn't work! Anyone can help with that?? I think I'd need it.

So there goes my rant...my LOUD rant and I hope you all enjoyed me talking to myself in front of my computer. Thank you and good night.

*And close curtain*

made out of reaaaaal leaves...

2004-05-02T00:55:00.000-04:00

never met so many stoners in my life and seen so many dance to psychadelic techno-like music acting as if they were in a state of bewitchment...a lil amusing...a lil scary actually.

today was a pretty day...so sunny and warm...it was a skirt day ^_^...put on some shades and I'll earn ONE CHARISMA POINT. I have so many bruises on my legs tho...didnt kno i had them till today....I got me some muscles...*Flexes* o yeaaa

Puppy dogs and katydids . . .

2004-04-20T20:58:00.000-04:00

But mostly chewed up little kids.

Really nothing to post. Am tired. Don't like English. AP tests soon - thank goodness. Have to pick a college - am finding the insane amount of sweatshirts with college names on them funny, saves the trouble of having to ask people where they're going.

Softball doesn't end until May does.

I don't weigh enough to give blood.
Stupid. ^_^

Later!

2004-04-12T23:44:00.000-04:00

As the deared vacation comes to an end, I say to myself, "why the hell is it ending!?!" And I'm sure you all express the same sentiments.

Anyhoo, without dwelling on the soon to be past, yahoo scrabble is very fun! Except I don't understand why there are some really good people playing at the beginners level. I know they want to earn more points and what not, but it's kind of like cheating! It's just like easy pray, and I should know, because they've gotten to me too. Those Bastards!

So as my farewell... I hope those yahoo scabble cheating bastards rot! ROT I SAY!!!!!

I'll do it for the sake of science

2004-04-12T14:23:00.000-04:00

did you know that ejaculations help prevent cancer. It might sound strange, but it's "true". That is what the aussie sciencists have asserted. They suggest that men should ejaculate every other day to prevent prostate cancer... I looked over their experiment (the data that they had collected is online). They performed this study over a two year period and examined men of various ages, including men around 20-29 years old. Why would they do this? These men don't have a very high chance of getting prostate cancer... oh well. still a very interesting study.

This one is for the witches

2004-04-09T22:13:00.000-04:00

Well, vacation has been progressing pretty well, but sadly progressing a wee bit too quickly for my taste. It feels weird typing...haven't done it in a while, and my fingers are not sure where the keys are suppose to go. So what have I been doing with my time as of the late? Absolutely nothing, and enjoying it. Feeling copasetic.

51 days until graduation, not counting weekends and days off, but AM counting regents.

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2004-04-08T00:05:00.000-04:00

wow..blog has REALL REAAAAAALLY died....crazy...well..hopefully everyones vacations goin fine....i kno mine WAS until i realized i was a dumbass and forgot about the MASS hw i have.

so i've been occupying myself with nice nice nintendo games ^_^..courtesy to zenman darling...and i got into baruch!! yea..i think i'm just gonna go to baruch...its cheap..its nice...goin to open house on mon....sweet ^_^

love to all

Death due to Nyquil.

2004-04-03T19:24:00.000-05:00

I hate medicine. I hate coughs. I hate vaporizers . . .well, not really, but I'm busy hating everything related to being sick and so they go on the list. I hate fevers. And naps. I'm sure something else will come up eventually.

I am getting better - supposedly, though I don't really feel like it. At least I feel well enough to go online, hmm? Enjoy the break, guys!

2004-03-28T20:36:00.000-05:00

woooow, a lot lot of nuthin's been goin' on 'round here, hasn't it? 'Bout 2 posts in over 2 weeks, but hopefully it should pick up a lil. I bet a lot of interesting stuff happens to you people, and like...say it, I guess...I really can't be more convincing than that.

Anyway, some of you might find this kinda funny, even if u dun particularly care. The RIAA , the damn suits who've been suin' everyone who gets some bytes of music across the net, had their site inexplicably shut down for 5 days, from March 17th to the 22nd. They didn't give any comments on it, only admiting that the site was down. Possibly a virus to blame, but still kinda funny how it got 'em. Full Story.

Lesse, sides that, not a whole lot in terms of public interest has been goin' on, really, just stuff. I'm stallin' doin' hw right now. Oh I finally got to see Underworld by way of my cable's Movies on Demand. Kick ass movie, man, seriously. Oh and, for humour, look for on the internet, movies by the flash artists Group X. Funny stuff, some might need you to have broadband, 'cause they're so big.

If you really hate the RIAA and want to kill their babies..or just wear tees that say how much you dislike them or sumthin', go here.

Welp, off to do a bunch of other crap! I'm the Zenman, peace and tranquility...or some other bs like that...

"Cocaine's a hell of a drug!"

me be conrad

2004-03-25T21:23:00.000-05:00

okay, i am not going to explain the title, cause if you don't get it you're pretty slow. Anyways, sorry for being away for so long, didn't notice that the site had died so much. Been really busy, will probably be more busy later. I also have a new blog, Tevren @x_X@. I really kewl guy hooked me up. That doesn't mean that I'll stop posting here, just that I have a new one, check it out, will add it to the link bar sometime this weekend. Oh by the way if you haven't already seen it check out: Periode1. It's a upcoming german movie, spoof on Star Wars/Star Trek. LOLz

crazy beautiful

2004-03-19T00:35:00.000-05:00

lifes been nice...i hate ghetto pple....but lifes been nice ^_^. i cant deny that i'm a lil happy that we dont have a history teacher for 3 weeks - yes, we're screwed and poor osipova, but the idea of just not having a teacher is nice...

so today i've 'reserved' my soccer jersey considering i havent signed my physical and i couldnt take it home yet...i'm getting it tomorrow, pops taking me..bastards better sign my physical...but yea..i'm number 19 again ^_^

so life's been good...no hw....parents on the calm side?

Tee Hee

2004-03-07T16:46:00.000-05:00

Another beautiful day meant for wasting! Yesterday was so niiiice. I was feeling pretty shitty the whole week...slept in on Saturday, and woke up feeling totally wonderful. I wasn't all gross and groggy, but refreshed!

Sleep is goooooooood!

may we wail?

2004-03-06T22:33:00.000-05:00

I've got a new sn for AIM. "PatheticM0F0" you should probably copy/paste that to avoid error, since those are zeros. I'm havin' trouble with my previous sn, so this'll haveta do for now. Goddamn AOL bastards.

I'm still dirt sick, but I actually decided to go to like a doctor and I got m'self some meds that should work. We'll see. Anyway sorry about leavin' early on Friday, I was all like weak n' disoriented and felt like emptying the contents of my stomach over most of my surroundings.

There's somethin' scary goin' on and each day it seems to get the world darker and darker everyday. Filesharin's becomin' even more like a truly underground thing, and not in the way of a sub-culture, but in the way that freedom-loving information sharers like myself must now live like lowly scum that are chased after everyday for things like murder and contraband. Every passing day, we get more uncertain, Sharman Networks, owners of KaZaA are constantly being hounded, p2p programs are getting "sitting" programs that sit in the network cutting off file transfers they detect, the RIAA's gettin' more and more aggressive, and corps all over are gettin' together to kill the ones that promote file-sharing, and come up with more and more digital encriptions for both digital information, and software/music sold in stores. This stirrs quite a bit of a dilemma, and makes you kinda wonder about the future, should we go ahead and fight for our beliefs, risking possibly our freedom if we get too involved, or let them take away our freedom of speech, and our rights, such as our rights to information. How could we let them restrict the flow of information? How can we let them just bottle us up like this? Maybe we will face a dark future of cyber-hackers and identity stealers, just like in all those cyberpunk films, just 'cause a few greedy execs and artists, and our corporation-fucking goverment couldn't get over their obsession with money. Well I'm not gonna lie down and take this, 'cause I'm all for freedom, and that includes the freedom of information, b/c that's all the 1's and 0's we toss across the net is...a whole lot of information no one should make a claim on. The artists and movie producers who are shared over the internet actually gain more popularity this way, and they still make way more money through concerts, events, and movie showings, so they should shut their assholes up and quit bitchin'. I don't care how bad it gets, I'l fight back anyway I can.

I'm the Zenman, share information! Protect your rights!

"Whenever a man does a thoroughly stupid thing, it is always from the noblest of motives" -Oscar Wilde

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2004-03-05T20:16:00.000-05:00

god i hate this life... 23... then the promise is over....right??... hope u get the mail... crud... i really am starting to hate this, stupid xanga is in read only, need a place to vent rage... this is my last resort... please if you find this unnessacary, then stop reading now... AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!! That's just the icing... Somedays it doesn't pay to wake up in the morning... actually that's isn't completely acurate... it never pays to wake up... its even worse when you can't sleep... monkeys hate me. Mei tumse nafarte karta hui! magar is nafate mei mera isq duba he, mei kya karu... i hate monkeys...

The big brown eyes

2004-02-29T22:19:00.000-05:00

Some really funny-ass cartoons've shown up on Newgrounds.com. So unique, they've actually gotten their onw section on the site: "Flash Fables". Check it out, damn funny, but must warn...LOUD at some points.

I've still got to do these damn supps for SUNY's, they should really just go off and screw themselves. They want people to go there, but yet they make you do all this weird, unnecessary bullshit. Someday, the US'll turn communist, and we can all go and get college educations and everyone'd be smart.

Iggy Pop - The Jerk
Look, here comes the jerk !

See the guy with the fakey smile,
Talkin' to my girl in a friendly style.
He thinks he's quite the flirt,
She'd suck a rats' dick before she'd fuck him

His brain is full of dirt,
That's why the guy's a jerk,
His balls are gonna burst,
Thats why the guy's a jerk

Oh man you're killin' me !
Hey man you're killin' me !

He hangs out by the ladies room,
His pick up line is like the voice of doom.
"Hey baby do ya wanna go out with me,
and by the way I make a lotta money."

His method just don't work,
That's why the guy's a jerk.
By the office Johnny lurks,
That's why the guy's a jerk

Jerk (x11)

Oh man you're killin' me !
Hey man you're killin' me !

look here comes the jerk (x4)

His brain is full of dirt,
That's why the guy's a jerk,
His balls are gonna burst,
That's why the guy's a jerk

(x2)
Oh man you're killin' me !
Hey man you're killin me !

Hey, everyone loves pissing off other people, right? Well that lovely movie "The Passion of the Christ" has gotten every religious fanatic of Jeudo-christian religions yellin' their heads off, 'cause they say the truth is all lies. Well, to make 'em happier, I suggest that everyone hear who hasn't seen it, go add to the $117 Million its already made. That number alone shows that a few close-minded individuals can't stop artistic freedom, and most of all, facts from spreading into the mainstream.

I'm the Zenman, go Buddhism!

"I love vanilla..."

Is that vanilla??

2004-02-29T22:15:00.000-05:00

CHICAGO

Come on babe
Why don't we paint the town?
And all that Jazz

I'm gonna rouge my knees
And roll my stockings down
And all that jazz

Start the car
I know a whoopee spot
Where the gin is cold
But the piano's hot

It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all
That
Jazz

$

2004-02-29T21:06:00.000-05:00

Know any get rich quick schemes? Write a book, or just write to me!

2004-02-28T21:35:00.000-05:00

just had to link you guys to this 1337 (0|\/|1(. Hehehe that's my future in politics... Man it's been a while... about two days. News about Kerry's former/still-on-going affairs haven't risen yet. Somewhat disturbing... Well I finally managed to figure out why Dean didn't win. His entire campaign was directed towards the younger generation... and as we all know the younger generation do crap. Since not many of his teenage supporters voted... well you know the rest. I was rooting for Dean all the way... now I have to hang my head in shame and root for Sharpton... is he still in the race? I haven't heard news of him in a while... By the way, Nice to see you back Todd.

a lil puzzling..

2004-02-28T11:52:00.000-05:00

i just met my best friend's boyfriend yesterday.....i dunno....he seemed alrite....nice...i supose he's polite..and i could tell straight off the bat that he was shy and overly serious....like SERIOUS....he doesnt kno how to loosen up. i dunno...i dunno what to think of him...but i sorta dont like him...*sigh*...bothers me a bit....want to like him...but i dont. i dunno. perhaps it was cuz everyone was drunk when i met him....perhaps no one was thinkin straight....they didnt realize? who knows..i dunno...he also seemed..touchy....was a lil offended it seemed when alex told him she loves me more than him and that i'm her first priority.....thats probably why i dont like him....yes...probably....bastard. siiigh....i'll see what happens

2004-02-26T23:41:00.000-05:00

just checking in... nothing interesting to say what so ever... hope life is treating all of you like good things.... anyways way to go on that braces thing... gonna go burn my taste buds with some hot tea/liquid bye.

and now i am free...

2004-02-25T21:55:00.000-05:00

today...today is the day i took off my braces...I TOOK OFF MY BRACES..omg...my teeth feel like plastic lol...well rite now i'm wearing some sorta mouth guard..very uncomfortable..tastes like crap....and i cant breathe...eh.....i guess its worth it if i get to be braces free ^_^

ok...so i had 2 days of a nice vacation...but now i have to make up stuff....eh....

i'm freeeeeeee

the damned live happily

2004-02-23T23:43:00.000-05:00

some of the craziest things happen 'round here. 'Specially this, a very large cat, huge really, and its not a fake pic either.

As expected, Napster's goin' under...AGAIN. Seems even Roxio couldn't even save the should've-stayed-dead p2p music prog. It really was never a good idea to try to revive it as a paid service, especially now, what with the major competition on of current free p2p progs (such as Aqualime, Ares, and the multitude of Lite KaZaA versions.) If you wanna read up on the whole damn thing as reported by Zeropaid, here you go.

Iggy Pop - Weasels
Weasels

Weasels are runnin me to death,
I checked my gas there ain't much left.
Still I will take a parting shot,
Before I leave myself to rot.

Barbaric motherfucking weasels

Weasels (x2)

Weasels have always been my friends,
I've turned them loose now there's no end.
Giants of rock tell giant lies,
Weasels control the evil skies.

Barbaric motherfucking weasels,
Bad breath bad taste cause of diseases.

I feel disgrace and I feel shame,
I feel anger and I feel blame,
I feel suspicion and I feel pride,
I feel weasels on all sides.

Weasels (x5)

With guitars on T.V.,
Weasels
Rewriting rock history,
Weasels
With an office and a chair,
Weasels
With nice butts and long silky hair.

Weasels suck and weasels blow,
Weasels control rock and roll (x4)
Rock and roll (x3)

Weasels

It's the Zenman, laughing at you

"You're wearin' a mask...you look better that way!"

hmm...filling the lines...yea that's a good title... shit am actually typing in this shit... damn it... should stop now... maybe after this -D

2004-02-22T23:32:00.000-05:00

this is something from another one of my sites:

d00ds and d00dets... today was slow... kinda like your face... how did you know that my favorite perfume was mace?... all I have to say is that you are a hoe... leave me alone... let me be... don't you see... all this shit that you've done to me... bleeding everywhere... kinda scared... it's all cause you didn't take time to care... I gave my heart to you... all you did... was puke all over it... like it was a piece of holiday fruitcake...even if it was, I'd like you to know that I made it... with my hands... put in everything besides my favorite pair of pants... wait, shit... put those motherfuckers in there too... you know what, if you don't like me after all this, then screw you... bitch

the thoughts came pouring in...and then right back out...

2004-02-22T01:37:00.000-05:00

I've got nothin'. See, I've gotten the chance to get a job writing articles for a new spanish magazine. I've had all week and I haven't come up with anything really interesting to write an article about. Thing is, I could write about anything! And I've got nothing, oh well.

In other stuff, here's a good link to put up, www.sexylosers.com. I haven't been there in a while, but its a damn funny comic made by some white dude in the anime style. WARNING: Crude sexual humour and brief nudity! So dun visit if you've got parents around. Also, its fairly far along, so you might haveta go back in the series, if you see its a comic that's part of a series of its own. Pretty funny tho, deserving of the side navigation bar...HINT...

I'm not an expert with HTML, and I dunno how to make those fancy bullet things Conrad makes, so I'll just list more of these thinghys that are some good resources for, whatever you're into

-MxTabs.net - for all your guitar tab needs, also has some good user-written articles. If what you're lookin' for isn't there...
-Ultimate-guitar Archive - for anyother stuff. Site's a bit weird to navigate at times tho.
-ZeroPaid - THE P2P network, for all P2P news
-Filesharing Talk - for anything real specific on P2P progs.

All done, go to hell!

I'm the Zenman, support freedom of speech and information over the internet!

"For legal issues, if you are affiliated with any government, anti-piracy group, IDSA group, former workers of, or any other related groups or organizations, you will not enter the website again, download any of the files, or view any of the HTML here."

aw

2004-02-21T22:13:00.000-05:00

Update on my orchid plant....All the flowers bloomed!! Cheers from all! It now and finally has all six flowers and is so beautiful.

As of the current, I am listening to some online radio thing and it sounds like it's coming out of some cheesey studio...or not the studio, but some people just decided to get together and rent a radio session. But anyhoo, they're playing, what I think is the stuff they wrote themselves about some real hilarity. The song that was on was, "my countries flag is red, black and blue" and just had some horrible, HORRIBLE rhyme schemes that made me laugh. I don't usually mind those songs, but it was just really funny. I kind of wish I remembered some lines from it to write down, but alas...

But anyway kiddies...until next time...ta!

Strat Man!

2004-02-21T21:16:00.000-05:00

I got a new strat, its the starter one from Squier. Very kewl, and very red. It's name is Candy... or bloody... or Bloody Candy... yea that works. Man this is very kewl, got new amp too! It has two input slots! Oh yea, blinging it! :P
Anyways my computer services are now $5 a job... on most occasions, willing to bend the rules in *special circumstances*
edit: Opera 7.5 isn't as good as Opera 7.23. What a let down.

'geekin it fresh style'

2004-02-21T00:07:00.000-05:00

I've been meaning to post a couple of very kewl/geek style links but have never gotten the time until now, so here you have them:

Bling Method: It's how us geeks get down to work. This dude is very kewl, I especially like his Furby idea...
Envador: When I think of someone with too much time on their hands I think of Envador, go there you'll see why.
Xoxide: A nifty place to pick up some bling, but a little costly.
OS News: The computer nerd's heaven.
Slashdot: They know everything!

if only the angels cried gold

2004-02-20T11:13:00.000-05:00

dirt. Pure dirt. Dean has pulled back, damn him. Kerry not that great, too early to type good. Soon there is going to be news story about Kerry's affairs which will destroy his campaign. Democrats setting him up like a little bitch. Did you know he sent his secutary/one time lover to Africa so that the media wouldn't catch her. Well once the media pulls all the info together, they'll publish it. At least that's what i heard from someone from Bill Bradely's office...
New SUVs are also coming out, of course the majority of them japanese, that are environmentally 'good'. There was something I was going to post that was actually kewl... but's it early and my brain isn't working right... right so here is a filler: The Original Pitfall, now you can play it online. This isn't that 2k3 shit either. Oh yea... if you wanna read 'quality' blogs, click that little TBBL thing on the side bar, and it take you to the 'blogs that evolve'... still only a worm... at least not a microbe....

Bananas!!!

2004-02-17T22:23:00.000-05:00

Jenny Kissed Me

Jenny kissed me when we met,

Jumping from the chair she sat in.

Time, you thief! who love to get

Sweets into your list, put that in.

Say I'm weary, say I'm sad;

Say that health and wealth have missed me;

Say I'm growing old, but add-

Jenny kissed me!
-James Henry Leigh Hunt

dizzy..i feel dizzy my head is spinning

2004-02-17T20:07:00.000-05:00

boredom has hit me. i am so bored...i never knew a day could last sooo long. i'm going through some sorta sickness or SOMETHING! it's making me sleep earlier and earlier each day...last night i went to bed at 9..and i didnt even want to...i just fell asleep...yup..just FELL....and because of that i woke up at 5 in the morning today! and o did the day go by so slowly. it's only 8!! i have no idea what to do..so bored so bored. strange thing is...i'm not tired at all today....o but watch...i'm bound to just feel tired any time soon without me even knowing it.

lil on the worried side....dunno if i should still be worried....allan's mom left a voice mail message on my phone saying allan's missing.....probably should call to ask if he's home yet..but his mom..scary woman she is isnt making me want to call...i dunno...got this i think sunday...wonder whats up.

well on a lighter note...I LOVE MY FREE HBO...movies..tons of movies....last movie i saw was this drama called, THE PIANO.....i kept making fun of that movie when i was younger...kept thinkin the lead actress was too ugly to be in movies, lil did i realize quaker women were supposed to be that way....well i suppose its an alrite movie..a lil on the strange side....poetic but very very strange. I'd watch more HBO but all tv's have been taken over..bastards lol...

MOOOOO!!!!!

2004-02-17T17:37:00.000-05:00

Anime scares me, I been sitting around all day watching cartoon network and for the last two hours or so they have been playing anime. These anime really suck. For example SD Gundam, the original Gundam series was great, but this chibbi shit is like a over medicated hobo on crack-coicane. It's so bad!!! I really hate it. why are their heads so big??
Today's suggested reading: Anthem. The entire book can be found online. If you don't want to read it online, just take a copy from school.
More stuff later, by the way I am starting up a PC mod businsess so.... let me mod your comp, or if it needs to be fixed the price is now a flat rate of $5. :)

kick the stiffs

2004-02-16T22:40:00.000-05:00

yeah, I saw sumthin' like that on E-Bay too - an underground military facility. Reminds me of the vaults in Fallout, HUUUGE stronghold with so many rooms you could rent them out for some extra cash. Its located in central Washington. Check it out for yourself, all you need to call it yours is like $3'950.000,00. Looks like after paying that, you'd have no choice BUT to rent out the rooms.

I'm pissed off at the server which has my "webmaster" and "hatemail" addresses, so, if anyone sends any mail to either one of these, don't. I'm taking down the page iltrcoma.zzn.com soon too, of I'll just let it expire. I'll set up another account on like Y! or sumthin that I'd post on this site, apart from my OhgodYHerYHer account, which is flooded daily with junk mail. If any one knows any good servers for like hosting and e-mail address with a domain name of your choosing, hopefully free, lemme know.

Nirvana - Drain You
One baby to another says -
I'm lucky to have met you
I don't care what you think
Unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
A travel through a tube
And end up in your infection

Chew your meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
'Cause I like you

With eyes so dialated,
I've become your pupil
You've taught me everything
Without a poison apple
The water is so yellow, I'm a healthy student
Indebted and so grateful -
Vacuum out the fluids

Chew your meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
'Cause I like you
You (x5)

One baby to another says -
I'm lucky to have met you
I don't care what you think
Unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
A travel through a tube
And end up in your infection

Chew your meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
Sloppy lips to lips
You're my vitamins
Cause I'm like you

Oh great, another one of those "look-for-the-hidden-meaning" kinda things

I'm the Zenman, time down a few cool ones...what those ones are...I don't know...

"Wait no no, STOP!...ok go ahead"

Hmm.... Ebay, the new arms dealer

2004-02-16T15:01:00.000-05:00

Over the last week or so there have many military devices/gizmos on sale on Ebay. To add to last week's tank, they are now auctioning a F/A-18A Navy Blue Angel Hornet. And if you scroll fown on that page, you'll also see a T-33. The T-33 was in service during Nam, and now is being used for scouting missions in Japan. Holy Shit if I only had $1,051,501.00 I could take over the world.

The Last Frontier.

2004-02-15T21:49:00.000-05:00

Space, the last frontier [at least for now], is now the newest cemetary. Celestis now offers burials in space, have your ashes oribting the Earth or spilled across the moon. The price for one gram of your cremated material to go to space is:$995. That's just the rotate-around-the-Earth-until-you-come-crashing-down-upon-some-mexican-city-deal. The also have other ones, like the moon deal. At first I jhought that they were Kazakhtanian [since their first flight is to be from Kazakhtan] and I said okay, that's reasonable. Kazastan was the center of the Soviet Space Program, so it's understandable that they would launch people's remains into space for profit. Then I found out that they were from Texas [Houston], and I said okay that's also some what reasonable. Americans are always trying new things. Now will anyone actually go for this? Yes they probably will and when their ashes come raining down, it'll some how find its way into my eyes for saying this: "PLEASE DON'T SEND MORE GARBAGE INTO SPACE!"

A little eye opener:

2004-02-14T20:42:00.000-05:00

my friend MystFyre made some of the following observations about Jolly Ol' Saint Nick:

Here are a few calculations about santa

There are approximately two billion children (persons under 18) in the world. However, since Santa does not visit children of Muslim, Hindu, Jewish, or Buddhist (except maybe in Japan) religions, this reduces the workload for Christmas night to 15% of the total, or 378 million (according to the population reference bureau). At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household, that comes to 108 million homes, presuming there is at least one good child in each.

Santa has about 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 967.7 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with a good child, Santa has around 1/1000th of a second to park the sleigh, hop out, jump down the chimney, fill the stockings, distribute the remaining presents under the tree, eat whatever snacks have been left for him, get back up the chimney, jump into the sleigh and get onto the next house.

Assuming that each of these 108 million stops is evenly distributed around the earth (which, of course, we know to be false, but will accept for the purposes of our calculations), we are not talking about 0.78 miles per household; a total trip of 75.5 million miles, not counting bathroom stops or breaks.

This means Santa's sleigh is moving at 650 miles per second - 3,000 times the speed of sound. For purposes of comparison, the fastest man made vehicle, the Ulysses space probe, moves at a pokey 27.4 miles per second, and a conventional reindeer can run (at best) 15 miles per hour. The payload of the sleigh adds another interesting element. Assuming that each child gets nothing more than a medium sized LEGO set (two pounds), the sleigh is carrying over 500 thousand tons, not counting Santa himself. On land, a conventional reindeer can pull no more than 300 pounds. Even granting that flying reindeer can pull 10 times the normal amount, the job can't be done with eight or even nine of them -Santa would need 360,000 of them. This increases the payload, not counting the weight of the sleigh, another 54,000 tons, or roughly seven times the weight of the Queen Elizabeth (the ship, not the monarch).

A mass of nearly 600,000 tons traveling at 650 miles per second creates enormous air resistance - this would heat up the reindeer in the same fashion as a spacecraft re-entering the earth's atmosphere. The lead pair of reindeer would absorb 14.3 quintillion joules of energy per second each. In short, they would burst into flames almost instantaneously, exposing the reindeer behind them and creating deafening sonic booms in their wake. The entire reindeer team would be vaporized within 4.26 thousandths of a second, or right about the time Santa reaches the fifth house on his trip. Not that it matters, however, since Santa, as a result of accelerating from a dead stop to 650 m.p.s. in .001 seconds, would be subjected to acceleration forces of 17,000 g's.

A 250 pound Santa (which seems ludicrously slim considering all the high calorie snacks he must have consumed over the years) would be pinned to the back of the sleigh by 4,315,015 pounds of force, instantly crushing his bones and organs and reducing him to a quivering blob of pink goo. Therefore, if Santa did exist, he's dead now. MERRY CHISTMAS!!!

HOLY CRAP!!! Sharpton got 20% of the votes in D.C.

post!

2004-02-14T00:28:00.000-05:00

Army tank confiscated in an online auction. This is old news to me... been sitting on my browser for quite a while now, never got around to posting it... until now.
This is another kewl little story from the New York Times that I ran into, haven't read it yet, but it looks promising. Well...ummm.....yea....

Hmm.... Sorry I was growing a beard, but what were you saying?

2004-02-12T21:56:00.000-05:00

Yea, I tried it, all fun and what not... Stopped now, it became to hard to shape it up, so that it didn't look overly retarded. I just shaved and I have a shadow... I have lost the ablity to shave. It feels so un-smooth, almost what you would expect from a peach... with needles shoved deep into it. Anyway here is a link to some beardy eye candy presented by Penny Arcade.

Its 5:32 in the morning!

2004-02-10T05:34:00.000-05:00

i've been having this problem where i sleep freakishly early..actually rite after i get home....so then i achieve a good 9 hrs of sleep and then i wake up at 4 in the morning....this whole time i've been awake...actually doing hw...and its quite amusing considering i think better cuz i'm actually refreshed...but now i cant sleep...and knowing me i'll get all tired later on in the day.

so i dun hate my mentor anymore ^_^...i dunno..i'm a wierd one....i suppose i just have to catch her during her good moods cuz then she's really not so bad.

hmm..now i'm terribly hungry...but there's nothing in the house to eat....i crave some lobster ^_^! yum yum yum

The SATs, revealed for their dirty, pornographic ways!

2004-02-09T23:13:00.000-05:00

I have decided that the SAT isn't scored well. In fact that's why they are changing the scoring system. This is just what I think it'll look like:

Way to go! You have done better than all the other ass monkeys taking this test. You are either incredibly white and suburban or some Asian immigrant reaching for the American dream of being white and suburban.
Congrats! You are what we like to call An minority battling for their place in an society that hates them. Guess what? We don't really give a shit... In fact after all this, when you probably have your Masters, people will still hate you and care less about you. You have wasted x [years alive] of your life.
You are Mr./Ms. Average. You will get nowhere in life. You'll probably end up in some generic job doing the same thing everyday for the rest of your life. The most you can expect is to work at a factory. And by factory I mean sweatshop. And not one of those nice ones in America, no, you'll be stuck in one of those nasty ones in 3rd world ones, where your life will be a living hell. You will spend the rest of you life making crappy pants, in which you'll thread "Help me I'm am stuck in a sweatshop making these crappy pants!" and then no one will care.
Below average there are those of you who will be... wow it would be too easy to insult you... firstly you just pissed in your pants. Second, the only way for you to actually succeed is to move to Cuba where the SATs don't fucking matter. Hell... join the sweatshop dude

This is what the SAT should, will look like. And then I shall laugh. It sucks that I am in the last category. If only I was more of a non-Asian minority, my score would be average. Hell I should slip into the African category... I am kinda African.

Everybody needs a home

2004-02-08T02:54:00.000-05:00

and to be housebroken too...

but anyway, I've got some news, I've changed my alias to "Zenman." Credits to Hyperspaz Tic and Summer, or whichever one actually came up with it.

In other news stuff, the higher ups and stuff from Sharman Networks and Brilliant Digital were raided by copyright officers, after getting the proper legal work from some Justice. Full story here as seen on Zeropaid.com.

Also, I'm all tired, and just thought to do this now, so Imma shut up, since I've got no real thought functions goin' on. Bye now!

I'm now the Zenman, and Imma haveta be off to meditate now...

"I hear voices in the hall, I wake up and its nothing at all. A hungry wolf-an angry child...or something wild?"

joy

2004-02-07T19:31:00.000-05:00

Joy, Joy, and more Joy! Life is always better with orchids. Speaking of which, I got a potted one today and it's beautiful! It's fantasmic! And I got out of physcis yesterday...wow...everything's going so well...something bad is bound to happen....oh well...

I am elated!

I found a funny

2004-02-06T18:46:00.000-05:00

When I am King is a kewl comic. I just happened to run into it while exploring the vast space known as the internet. Anyway when you go to the site, there should either be a pop up or you can click on the photo and the comic shows up. It's the funniest thing I have seen all day besides when Fox 5 news kept running the sequence of Jackson's 'incident' [in quotations cause of the all crap the media is making out it]. Fox 5 is anything but news, this crappy attempts at getting ratings is almost as bad as the time they aired their commerical: "Single Moms We Know You Dish It Out." These people are so awful that... well I feel like taking a crowbar to their heads... and then lighting them on fire...

pink

2004-02-05T22:46:00.000-05:00

I was sad to discover that the Met might not have their internsip, considering the program starts Feb. 11, 2003. Yeah, I know, slow! But I figured a phone call of inquiry would not hurt....hopefully.

Dear Agent Smith

You stole my catch phrase! You shall pay by witnessing the ultimate Neo-ness, ie Kung Fu! Watch out!

Gotta have a speedboat!

2004-02-05T21:01:00.000-05:00

Or just speed. . . my essay was supposed to have *four* tales. . . now it has two. Stupid English. Stupid Wife of Bath. Stupid Chaucer. Why can't we just keep watching movies?

Dear Mr. Anderson

It's like . . .woah!

^_~

[.::Insert Generic Nonsense {no sense} Title Here::.]

2004-02-02T21:50:00.000-05:00

Firstly I want everyone who has broadband to go to Red vs. Blue. Gamers will not be able to stop watching it. Normals will be on the floor laughing and umm.... it's kinda kewl that they managed to do this... for years now. It's based on Tribes [*and now they use Halo, happy now you bitching whore?], and the online Catpure-the-flag game. Really great, really funny...
Late last night my brother IMed me this link: The Slacktivist. This one post made me crack, So funny... So great... such a great analogy.
To reply to this... I have nothing to say, cause if I say something then it will be perverted and on the internet... Then people will think that I am either a flaming homosexual or a pervert...or both...LOL [don't worry it's an inside joke, very inside, like the inside of my brain...other half].

Super Bowl Sunday

2004-02-01T18:46:00.000-05:00

first quarter, no one has scored anything... well I'm not even watching... I don't even understand american football all that much... I have nothing to do, everyone is watching the game. One thing I do know is that Dunkin Donuts Vanilla Chai is overpriced, but good... oh so good...
Last night I was informed of this site:Secret Diaries. It cracked me up so much.... LMAO... If anyone wants to play Yahoo pool or something IM me.

By the way, I was looking through the counter when I found that someone searched for this: http://websearch.cs.com/wm/boomframe.jsp?query=%22i%
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20depressed&page=1&offset=0&result_url=redir?
src=websearch&requestId=99bd947df7fc4a0a&clickedItemRank=
3&userQuery=%22i+need+a+lover%
22++gay+depressed&a and found or site.
WHYYYY????????? WTF???